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Mahwewa Wolfram Lupus

Just that random kid that lives life to hard.


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i sometimes forget that the characters are fictional and weren’t actual people that lived in the past.



I’m doing fine

I’m slipping again. It’s takeing all my willpower to stay out of this black pit but I can’t. These demons are dragging me down and they’re stronger than me. They’re all around me, I’m starting to see them now… Depression is a hell of a thing.

I relaspsed today, I miss them too much, a cut for all of them. Or maybe 2.. or 3… I was clean for 2 months. I’m a failure. I can’t even stay clean no matter how much they beg. But I’m just addicted to that crimson liquid that comes from my veins

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At least I got these pills. They make my life so much happier, I feel warmer with them. I can sleep now. The take me away to my sleeply land. They’re still alive in sleeply land. We all love in sleeply land.


How much worse am I going to get? I was at the top. I WAS FINALLY BETTER! I was at the top of that mountain! But do you know what was on the otherside of that mountain? A cliff, and I took a step to far. But maybe there’ll be branches to grab on the way down and pull our way back up. Maybe it’s not that deep, but it’s still there,


SHE isn’t back though. I’m done with her. she ruined my life already. That bitch is gone. I don’t have to be skinny. I don’t need to show bones. She lies.. SHE LIES!!!!! But I do need to lose weight…
I’m not ready to go back to the hell
I’m not ready to be dragged back down to the pits of my mind.
It’s dark and scary.
I need a rope you guys. pull me up.
I’m not ready to go back
I’m not ready
I’M NOT READY!!!!!!








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jerkidiot:

stevant:

jerkidiot:

i found a parasol in my basement and it makes me feel like a fancy british woman

pic or it didn’t happen

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would u like a spot of tea




hawaiian-soul:

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Omg, I fricken love their relationship!!





Hey! Hey! Remember this?? 




thatfuckingcrowv2:

applecocaine:

A woman and her grandmother, both at age 20.

if shes her grandmother how are they both 20 nice try asshole

*facepalm* the picture was taken whem the grandma was 20. Shes not currently 20



katara:

seattl-ite:

katara:

I am sick of people thinking deodorant is optional

i’m sick of people thinking that they can judge others on a normal bodily function and that the only way they can be accepted is to wear something that is harmful/poisonous to your body. just because some men in the 1880’s decided bodily odor was no longer acceptable. 

bitch you stink 




eatsleepcrap:

I was sitting alone in Biology today, when the teacher told us we needed to work in pairs, and he looked over at me and asked “And why are you sitting on a table on your own?”

And me being the snarky little ball of sunlight that I am, I answer “Because no-one likes me”

AND EVERYONE IN THE CLASS WENT ‘AWWW!’ IN SYMPATHY

NO

I AM THE NIGHT

DO NOT AW ME

FEAR ME